SIMPLICITY(:

Sunday, November 08, 2009

As i hit 22 on 06/11/2009, i've grown up. Hit by many hard facts and reality truths, i've decided that moving forward, i need to learn to be an independent girl. The hard truth is that i've been too reliant on the people around me that i foresee a tough time ahead trying to do things myself. But that's reality. And i believe i have the willpower to be an independent girl. So Jiayou man!

And as i hit 22, many people wished me a Happy Birthday. and what follows behind is "So where's your boyfriend?" or "Got boyfriend or not?" or worst still "22 alr, how come no boyfriend?"."Must be you're too picky that's why..." And there goes my rolling of eyes and "pls dont ask me this question leh. i hate answering it." and so i will just smile and remain silent. To be honest, i'm not picky. I'm just being serious about having the right person. I believe that a relationship would only work out if both parties are in tune with each other. where 2 hearts beat as 1. I dont believe in one party liking and giving more than the other party. Slapped by reality, 2 heats beating as 1 might never happen or even might never exist. Slapped by reality, i no longer have faith nor trust in guys. A sad to say fact, but that's reality. Maybe till one day, someone might change my perception. Maybe it might never happen. So be it. So the next time when ppl ask me that question, my answer would be " They dont deserve me, neither do i deserve them." [Being independent is still the key] So Cheers!

As i hit 22, i'm happy to know that ppl do remember my bdae and make an effort to celebrate with and for me. (: I'm blessed. And the pictures speaks all i want to say...

with lots of love from my besties (:

who never fails to celeberate for me. a simple meal and catch-up session is all i wanted. and thanks to the many years we've spent together. i'm blessed (:

with lots of love from yy (: I miss you, esp afger u called... i didnt know that you were using skype and could talked longer. stupid me. But it was really sweet to hear your voice. I'm blessed. (:

with lots of love from besties (:

with lots of love from my classies (:
even though everyone's so packed with projects, you guys still made an effort to cel for me. BIG THANKYOU! (: I'm blessed. Thanks for all the time we spent in class, the many laughs and stress we went through. And i believe we will all be able to do well in the future!

with lots of love from jj (:
thanks jac for spending time with me on my bdae. cel it with and for me. I really appreciate it a lot. Finding someone to do sth i would really want to do is not easy, yet you willingly took time off to spend with me. THANKYOU! (: even though music wasnt fabulous at rebel that night, but the hyped up, young crowd tgt with ur presence made my night an enjoyable one.

Rebel wasnt fabulous that night. They always play the "put your hands up" song as a transit, which irritates me. But the crowd made up for the not-so-fab music. I love the ppl there. Young & Fun. And with stories from jac, i feel like laughing upon recalling. Guys always have different tactics to get a girl's attention at clubs. I'm amazed at their creativity. And when they fail, they say " Why didnt she take notice of me?" Haha. fyi, i was half-high tt night and didnt bother looking at anyone except jac. haha. so it's kinda funny when jac told me the stories. well well... the next time i go, i'll be more sober. i guess it's fun dancing with lots of people around. i just like that feel. (: everyone there seems happy and it makes my birthday a happy one too. Maybe i should try other places like zouk. maybe they dont play "put your hands up" song as a transit. haha. i think i'll try mambo night one day.

Off to bed. Tml's going to be the start of work-nv-end week.

Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou! (:

miche||e C|arice
reMinIsCeD at
11:32 PM

Friday, November 06, 2009

thanks desmond! (: u rock big time!
i'm blessed to know u and have u as my friend.

my memorable uni friend (:

miche||e C|arice
reMinIsCeD at
12:45 AM

Monday, November 02, 2009

it can only get worst.
and i shd expect it coming.
constant denial and acting stupid and blur doesnt work as a shield anymore.
lesson learnt: nv expect anything. no expectations, no dissapointments.

i'm fine and rebel plus jac is all i look forward to! (:
join me!
it shall be a day filled with smiles and happiness!
and nth's gonna change this fact for sure. i hope.

miche||e C|arice
reMinIsCeD at
10:26 PM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

It's raining like cats and dogs. like no day and night. and so, i slept,ate and watched tv for the whole day. with totally no mood to start doing my individual assignment due next next wk. damn sian. maybe i should just continue to sleep and start doing tml. time for a break. time for kit kat (: totally burnt out from the past few hectic plus hell weeks. i cldnt imagine that i survived through it. and now suffering the after-effects. and yar! i shd have an early sleep tonight and wake up tml morning and do my work. it's nice to enjoy the free air-con from the rain (:

http://www.rebel.sg/

looking forward to project: ♥ rebel
and i'm determined that nothing will change my enthusiam for project : ♥ rebel
right? (:

miche||e C|arice
reMinIsCeD at
9:01 PM